Golly mercy I wish I had video camera or even a simple camera.
I have 4 2 month old baby kitties and they just had themselves a great ole roust-about. If I'd had a box to put them in it would have made a great WEB (World Extreme Box-match) show. They are all boys so I recon there ain't shortage of tough-guy-syndrone around here.
AWWW!! BABIES!! :cat: :love:
I love kittens!!! Just make sure you clip their "cajones" when they are of age and before they get too old and spray, turn into neighborhood pimps, etc... 😉
I have zero dollars for anything at all.
They are all available for free. Come get you some - or all!
Momma kitty included.
They are all litter trained now and eating solid food and water.
They're about 2 months old.
I haven't gone public about this... but remember my kitty Muffin with the big deep emerald eyes? She's gone. I buried her July 3 this year.
Sorry.. I'm having an intensely weird summer.
No. A super f'ed up depressing summer.
Try calling the animal shelter. Ours will do males for free. It's worth a shot otherwise your liable to have dozens more kittens showing up at your doorstop.
Or maybe try any of the local private shelters that cater to strays. Surely someone would help out.
answer your phone bro.... I'd like to talk.. please
Eric. I left it over at a friends last night. I'll go retrieve it this morning and give you a shout.
ok.... damm .... I'm in need of an ear to bend - big time
I wish it would just rain like all get out right now. That's how I feel.
If you called and woke her up then I'm going to have two bent ears this morning. 🙂
I did call. No one answered. No worries on you Bro.
edit: I got left this week with no smokes and no beer since last sunday. Try cold turkey on both at the same for no reason of your own making. Most depressing. Guess I'll strap on some headphones for while.
> I did call. No one answered. No worries on you Bro.
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> edit: I got left this week with no smokes and no beer since last sunday. Try cold turkey on both at the same for no reason of your own making. Most depressing. Guess I'll strap on some headphones for while.
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When I get that way, and trust me I do, I take and MAKE the time right then to vent and then to slow down, relax, and re-focus. I focus on whatever I know I need to focus on that makes me go back into a happy spot in my heart and life; sometimes what works best for me is to go into my past and just think/remember the good things that happened that will give me the warm fuzzies. Whether it be a great old childhood memory of grandpa taking me for fish and chips, memories of my aunt and our trips to Vegas, my dear rat Stubs, good ol' days of wine coolers and cards with my BFFS, falling in love, stuff like that. And I do not let ANY of my reminiscing turn into BAD/negative reminiscing because all that does is just drag me back down the hole I just crawled out of. There will always be people and situations inside that hole grasping for my pant legs to pull me back in but I just wear shorts now and hop OVER that hole as best as I can.
If the going back in time seems too emotionally painful to attempt then another thing I do is just go over the days events, etc...and I pick out only the GOOD stuff about it. Nothing bad. Ever. If my mind drifts towards the bad I stop myself and say NOPE ain't going there. This has really helped me in crisis situations where I'd otherwise be ripped to shreds emotionally and mentally. I've also learned that I am not going to let the negative stuff OR people that hurt me live in my heart rent free any longer. Life is too short for that. Make room instead for the people/stuff that DO deserve to live in ones heart rent free.
I also reach out to my friends and loved ones. The unconditional love and support that they have for & offer me is priceless and nothing money could EVER buy. I thank God and my lucky stars daily that I have such a wonderful support system. 🙂
Otherwise I'd probably jump off a cliff!!! :-O
Just my 2 cents and some of my coping skills I wanted to share with ya. Hang in there dude...yer worth it. TELL yourself "I AM WORTH IT" every day. Look in the mirror if you have too. Tell yourself Noodles said so. 🙂
Here I am rent free noods. beerleg free not townhouse free.
what all were you reading into that? Just curious.
> Here I am rent free noods. beerleg free not townhouse free.
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> what all were you reading into that? Just curious.
You being depressed because you said "No. A super f'ed up depressing summer."
*hugs* 🙂
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Edit: wait did you not miss Muffin dying? I buried her on July 3.
nevermind..... I'm delerious.... I can't sleep but want to. I can go about 30 minutes super max (usually about 10) and wide awake again.
OK NOODS - HERE IS MY CALLING OUT ASKING FOR HELP CAUSE I KNOW I AM NOT MOTIVATED ABOUT ANY DAMM THING.
How's that. I'm good.Not
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That's the depression and PTSD and withdrawals from no cigs or beer kicking in. It makes u sleep. It makes you wake up and cant sleep. It makes you crazy. It steals any motivation you have. It gives you the shakes. It's a disease; a rotten mental disease that will infect you like a parasite if you let it. Fortunately, there is help. You have to want it and have to go get it, but it is out there.
Hang in there. :love: :beer: :drink:
We'll talk more privately. 🙂
